Cacophony

Words words and words
Millions and zillions and trillions of them
does that change anything?
does that change me and you?
does that bring a dead man to life?
does that freeze time?

Does that stop hate?
Does that stop injustice?
Does that cause good to reign over evil?

Words and words and even more words
Empty words
Dishonest words
Cynical Words
Romantic Words
Consoling Words
Promising Words

But Destiny takes its own turn
Nature runs as it had been from earlier than words even existed

Inconsequential babbling -
Gabbing
Talking
Drooling



Where has silence gone???
Where has realisation gone???
Why do people talk so much when they have nothing at all to say?
why , why , why?????

A few more words..... dedicated to the futility of it all.

Dancing to the stars

On a bed of softest clouds
Comes down a shower of sparks and stars..
I gaze up- and they drench me..
I greet the stars with a calm smile, I feel the pulse of the moment-
I weave patterns out of my closed eyes and I drift away to a dream..
A dream where the rain never stopped,
A dream where I never stopped holding you
A dream where sounds of silence never failed to tell stories of passion.
I wake up
I wake up and your voice fills my chaotic mind, and I melt into the music of your ardor-
Surprised at the twittering birds that fly all over me at the soft petals that delight my senses.....
Tears like soft pearls wash all of me.. And the stars shine down and the earth moves at a saga of ethereality--

My dream comes true one day, the life of me revived-
my dream land reclaimed-
my dream existence felt
my dream questions answered

Crashing waves had woken me up again- and reality dominated dreams for a while-
consummated the stream into a sea and i melted away into eternity-
Looking into your eyes through my closed eyes..
feeling you like blindness does-
breathing your passion-

the stars went down and the sun came up-
I gazed at the rising sun ..and felt your warmth
with the passing day I felt your rhythm and I lived on-
with the setting sun I heard your murmurs
with the starry evening I felt your existence
with the moonlit night that bathed me in silver- I lay down
for the shower of stars to begin again.....
I drift off to my dreams.. again...

futility

you turned away
silence screamed at me to say something..
My whole life walking past by me..
and never turning around.
Silence screamed at me.."say something!!"
but i never found words..

You would never know the agony
you would never know the pain
you would never know the ecstasy
you would never ever know...

drifted back to my reality..
well there's a lot to do really..
nothing has happened to make any difference
life goes on you know..

you would never know the tears
you would never know the solitude
you would never know the silence
you would never ever know..

living apart in a world of chaos
being sane in utter insanity of mind
existence ripped in half- still,
what does it matter?

you would never know the insanity
you will never know the storm
you will never know the wound..
you would never ever know.

not that it matters anymore
not that it hurts anymore
not that it bleeds anymore..
not that i don't care anymore..