futility

you turned away
silence screamed at me to say something..
My whole life walking past by me..
and never turning around.
Silence screamed at me.."say something!!"
but i never found words..

You would never know the agony
you would never know the pain
you would never know the ecstasy
you would never ever know...

drifted back to my reality..
well there's a lot to do really..
nothing has happened to make any difference
life goes on you know..

you would never know the tears
you would never know the solitude
you would never know the silence
you would never ever know..

living apart in a world of chaos
being sane in utter insanity of mind
existence ripped in half- still,
what does it matter?

you would never know the insanity
you will never know the storm
you will never know the wound..
you would never ever know.

not that it matters anymore
not that it hurts anymore
not that it bleeds anymore..
not that i don't care anymore..