Some times I think the biggest toll that life has taken on me is to have silenced me effectively. There used to be a time, when I didn't have to grope for words.I don't know why it happened or when it happened or how it happened.It just did. These days I can hear and see phrases and words.. but as soon as I sit down to write them down.. they leave, and they leave me so utterly empty and in despair. This dumbness is soothing so to think but it's eating into me. What's happening to me?